I did not get the news I had hoped for at my doctors appointment 2 days ago. I wish I could turn this around in my brain, but for the first time I’m really struggling. Struggling to wrap my mind around the term “advanced stage” and high grade. I want to go back to low grade and slow growth.
I’m in a complete state of shock. I feel like I just went from wanting to see my baby graduate from high school to hoping to see him graduate from elementary school.